Here goes it
Regular periods up until Early January 2010 - (aprox 30-36 days)
Miscarriage Feb 19-2011... it was a "missed miscarriage", in the sense that the dr didnt have a hcg test done before just as i was loosing... i have never really spoke about this so watch out for a blog post about it...
after this, we discussed actively ttc (we had begun kinda ttc in January 2010.. it just felt so right)
I was naieve... i thought "ahh within a year we will be with child"
then my cycles got "messed!" i had a very long cycle like 110 days i think... and decided to go back to the dr to get stuff figured out...
Did a provera round... got cycle going, dr ordered Blood work and ultrasound.... got these done, went for follow up apt aprox Sept 2010 and Dr said ok so no pcos, you have follicles showing and hormone levels are fine, testestorone is a bit high....
we went on this theory for another 9 months... i kept getting provera and getting told to use OPK's and it would work, to not let my cycles go longer than 30-35 days... with moving onto clomid/femara after a while
May comes (9months later) and the dr now tells me he wants to refer me to a obgyn (in Canada) because he is not comfortable prescribing a fertility drug due to the chances of multiples (are you effin kidding me!?!? i just waited 9 months with u thinking that we were moving on to meds)
Wait 3 months to even get into the OBGYN... wait 3 hrs (after my apt time) and go in and Talk to the new wonderful dr.....
we talked for 1 hr!!!
i do have pcos... :S apparently my ultrasound said "evident cysts over ovaries" (umm excuse me why the eff did u tell me 12 months ago that there were nothing but follies!?!??! )
that my hormone levels showed it as well... ( b/w was done aprox cycle day 100 i believe and my LH was above my FSH so typical PCOS Shit)
I explained the the dr how my exercising and eating habits were not showing change in my body, again pcos. he upped my metformin from 5oo mg (from GP) to 2000 mg!
sent me away with 6 months worth of femara...
One round of femara currently going, on cycle day like 30 almost??? (Start was 09-22-11) and thought i ovulated late becaue of the chart... but am awaiting af as HPTs are VERY BFN ...
Now to try femara again... we are offically getting married next 07-14-12 and i just maybe 8 months pregnant then...
all the readings i have gotten say August as the month either birth, concieve or find out... i know this is "false hope" but it does feel good :D
we will now wait and wait and wait... seems to be the trend with IF... hurry up and wait
im not trying to lose hope or sound as such , as i am not, just hard month, have af cramps and know that very possible this cycle was not successful...
any advice?
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