WOW PG announcement that hurt

So its been a while since I had a PG announcement that truly hurt... well this one hurts...
Just found out a dear friend (a him) is having a baby with a new gf... and I know this friend is not ready/nor wanted quite yet... ahhh i cant believe it... its also someone whom before DH him and I tried to be together, but distance did not work... I dont know what to think right now... here are the pg ppl in my life

1. above story
2. girl known since jk
3. Family friend life long
4. DH's good friends wife
5. Married couple we are friends with
6. a friends best gf
7. friends 15 y/o daughter
8. accquaintce from my home town
9. Dear online friend #1 (yeah !!)
10. Dear online friend #2 (yeah!!)
11. University colleuge
12. DH's good friends wife (due soon :D)


And im sure im missing some :S