Well well here we are sitting at cd 58... it hurts, it sucks and i dont know what to do... i dont really want to "complain " on tww as i dont want pity or anything like that, but i want something, how often are us ttc'rs wishing for af to get the fuck here... honestly we want it gone gone gone for 9 monhts, but at cd 58 all i awnt is for it to be here!!! please, im sick of seeing bfn and ive stopped testing as $$ has run out for tests until i get some of the ones i ordered from online (Which i thought would be here by now)
im going crazy, i want af to get here so that i can monitor my temps and my saliva opk's i just want to even know IF I am ovulating, DR said to call him in nov if i havent had regular cycles, so that i will deff be doing, but it still does not solve the fact that when i call him hes giving me a script for metformin (over the phone) when he just told me i have no medical evidence of PCOS... so wtf is metformin going to do if im not PCOS!??!
then i always wonder if its DH, but if it was him where the infertility fell i wouldnt be on CD 58... before we were TTC my cycles were like clock work 33-35 days every month, minus once last year when iwas under horrific amounts of stress, then only 60 days total not like the 110+ days last cycle...
im just frusturated, upset, emotional and scared so scared...
I really think you should call your dr again. He said something about a cycle every 35 days well you are almost double that. Call him and say, this is stupid, put me on drugs!
ReplyDeletei tried. but he wanted me to document it till november and then call and get the metformin, im tryin cinnamon today and last night and high doses of vitamin c to see if they work... FX FX FX an d yes my DR does kind of suck, but so does Canada in a sense with their paid for health care, cant even change RE's!
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