im lacking i know

I feel so bad that this blog has lacked, it could probably be a huge support for me HOWEVER we DO NOT HAVE high speed internet at home- blah seriously lol i guess thats what you get when you live in northern ontario in the bush lol things r ok- just one day at a time thats all i can do i have a bit of anxiety stress and worries had a ultrasound on my tummy on weds as i may have some issues from the emergancy c section will know more on the 31st but man oh man am i still in insane pain how is everyone else??