Well for some reason i thought i would open up on here about a few of my inner and most secret Anxieties that i deal with all too often in life, that ppl IRL truly do not know about ,DH knows a few cause they are hard to hide but even he does not know about all of them...
Anxiety #1 - driving in the dark... i got hit by a deer (literally) last sept and now driivng in the dark at times just drives me insaine, my anxiety goes through the roof and i have to control breawthing etc to make sure i can get to my destination...
Anxiety #2 - I get random almost over whelming thoughts at times about bizzare things IE while driving in town, on a nice weather day suddnely my anxiety took over and i couldnt bear the thought of driving with our kids in the car, i suddnely got paranoid about every other driver, and the things they could do to us while driving, it disturbed me so much, im still nervous to drive with them... or today i was driving to work and got overwhelmed about the thought of labor, thinking i couldnt manage it, or handle it or what if something went wrong
These inner anxities bother me all too often, i have worked on many and these are the main 2 left in my life, but every day at some point it seems to almost get the best of me... but slowly but surely i am workin on em
FX ladies, i want to O!!! : )
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