So im still feeling that text from yesturday... for some reason i havent really felt "useless" too to often during this TTC adventure... but after that i do, i feel like I am not enough, I am the one with the issues, as Im the one who cant have a normal effin period like were supposed to....
DH wants a baby, I want a baby, but if i cant give him one *shivers* will i Still Be ENOUGH? Will he leave me for some one fertile? (i highly doubt this, but DH is 30 and does want a baby soon enough... this i know for sure, so if it takes 2 yrs of trying (which we are almost at the 1 yr mark, so i know i know we have just started) but then hes 32 and then what if its still a few years, i dont want him to go elsewhere JUST so he can have kids, i mean dont get me wrong he has never expressed this by any means, just my inner ramblings.....)
Also he talks about it more often than i , maybe i guess its cause i have my tww ladies and my blog during the day so i can express it andhe cant really chat with his guy friends about our fertility issues lol so that one is solved...
But i truly hope i am enough, i want this to work...
still lookin for some SOY buddies, or someone who got a BFP on soy... how longw ere they ttc? was it a fluke? does it work, or did i waste more money... LOL most ppl get donw during the TWW i get down on waiting to O cause im scared it wont happen
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