weird, weird wknd

Well i had a weird wknd in the sense of my emotions... i was cranky, bitchy, mean and NO CLUE WHY.. i had a great wknd with DH, but seemed to be going crazy over lil stuff... like that he fell asleep super early saturday night (which i did on sunday night) and i felt we wasted our wknd, im scared i made DH feel terrible, and i apologized, i know i should be more thankful for what we have and what we do...i just cant help it

i also can not stop christmas shopping :S not good, we have everyone covered, but then i just keep buying and buying and buying... i even bought some baby stuff today and we have no baby... so more to add to the top of my closet (where i have my half secret stash of baby items DH knows about some, and i randomly show him others, its not a big stash, just some stuff that i want and at times buying stuff makes me feel better *TERRIBLE I KNOW*

I just want to know whats goin on so bad, we didnt BD all wknd, and not sure if we should have considering FF gave me cross hairs on like CD 15.. so not sure, up in the air and not likin it LOL