I mean this time its for someone i am happy they have concieved.... they are my cousins... (well she is, and he married her lol for the clarification hahaha)
but they have only been TTC since September, and have allready had a U/S and seen HB... so not sure of EDD at this time....
But how is this fair? im happy cause ilove her and they deserve it, but im pissed that they sneezed and were knocked up...
i havent even told DH about the announcement yet, as he kinda gets "upset" at me for being upset about others... but were almost at our year TTC anniversary (i know to many that isnt long, and i apologize for being so down and out over it when you have delt with it a million times)
but seriously!!! why are some ppl so fertile... these struggles are truly starting to get to me... yes they werent before really, but im getting so scared... scared that something is seriously wrong...
EDIT: does anyone feel more emotional about EVERYTHING after a pg announcement, or anything, i just made an error at work (minor mind you, and a common one for others) but being that i did it i am beyond pissed at myself, no one else is, but i am ready to cry (not me) and scream (kinda me LOL) but just wondering if anyone else feels the same!!
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