Dec 6, 2010

The Power of Positivity...

So i realized this weekend, that im not the greatest "attention keeper" when there are young children/babies around... This past wknd DH was in our local Santa Claus Parade with the water truck (YES the one that was just sideways on a road the day before...lol) So of course when we get back to hear the awards for who won... We were surrounded by babies and young young kids... so i was in my own daze, thinking how i wanted to come back next year and have a lil babes of our own to bring to the parade... then i saw my bank lady (Who dosent even live in our town :( ) and her BRAND NEw baby... like maybe a week old... and i just got in a "trance" i guess DH's Aunt was trying to talk to me and i was gone.... just in a baby world... but its so hard still for me, guess cause were new to ttc in a sense, almost a year, but not as many as others

So someone pleaseeee tell me how to not oogle over other ppls babes, how to not feel sadder than i ever have before when i see a bump that isnt on me HOW HOW HOW how do i stay positive, im such a positive bubbly person, but other ppls babies i struggle with so if anyone has any tips advice anything PLEASE let me know:)

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