2 things.. doppler and body image

So 2 things i randomly thought I would blog about 1. Doppler Was this a great idea or a "bad" idea- sometimes i get so freaked out that i am 17 weeks and havent felt any movement yet- that i bust out the doppler and have a lil listen to our HB :D i love hearing it but after about 2-3 days with out hearing "it" i crave to hear it and worry until i listen- soooo is the issue with my head or having the option to listen at home? lol 2. body image i have always been so happy with myself (even if i am a bit bigger) i never let it 'get me down' or anything like that lately i see other ppl who are 17 wks and they LOOK SO PREGNANT that i get upset that i look like i have only gained weight i know in 3 months i will probably be laughing that i even said this as i will be huge but i guess 'i wish' i was smaller when i got pg so that i could see it more... anyone else feel like this??