Does this ever get easier???

Im having a down moment, too much spare time, too much ttc forums, blogs etc... and im feeling down, i could almost cry the whole 42km drive home tonight, to feel better when i get home to DH, i know he has dinner ready, and house cleaned (He was off today and i wanst) but still i feel as empty as my uterus... and im still just so scared today :S not sure why, maybe cause we are almost at the year mark of our M/C and our TTC start ( i know 1 m/c as oppose to plenty as other ladies have had is nothing...) but its just osmething lingering... i freak myself out too often and maybe i should take DH advice and just chill a bit... but im scared ladies, i have never been this scared or weak before... please give me the strength i need to carry on