Do you ever miss your "past'

Maybe its because we are offically getting married in oh about 2 weeks and 4 days That is pushing me to think more and more of my "past" The good times- heck even the BAD times have crossed my memory... The Bar nights with friends i greatly miss- but will never hang out with again The guys who broke my heart- that i somehow still have "respect" for (2 of them for sure i dont know why but cant seem to kick out of my head) Maybe i wish that DH was part of all those events- or maybe its a tad bit of envy- since most ppl he has all his 'stories' with- are still around mine are mere memories Sometimes i want to go back to the nights where you drink a 26er of tequila with a bff and then dance all night thinking the dance floor is packed and seeing pictures of the night before and there were 2 of you on the dance floor Or i see ppl getting engaged to be married- and remember the night @ the bar when we all first me- and he was hitting on me- never happended that way but we went back to their party- now they have 2 kids and are getting married next year maybe its the fact that i realize i graduated high school 8 yrs ago- scary thought or i just miss these ppl- not sure what it is ... not sure at all