Feb 24, 2011

Not in a good space, at all

So I am truly struggling at the moment, and so wish i were not....

Long Story Short, one of DH's closest friends gf had a miscarriage today or yesterday and Dh has taken the day off to spend it with his friend!?!? Call my selfish, greedy or whatever you want, but are you kidding me!
I feel like he has more emotion involved in them then me at the moment, and its not a good thing

the worst part is how guilty and terrible i feel for being so upset that he is being compassionate to his buddy, but seriously, enough to take a day off of work for it?

And then i am getting angrier b.c im not even sure he ever told anyone we went through the same thing... :S should this bug me? why would his bff tell him *they weren't far along or anything by any means*

im hurt, i dont know how to tell him what im feeling, i dont want to really see them, and i know that they are going to make this dramatic (they are just like that with everything, i mean come on, they just bought a 1 bdrm house, with no way to add more rooms, do you think they wanted it? i know they didnt, doesnt make it right or easier, i am not saying that, im saying why the support for everyone else.. :S


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