The most frusturating thing...

Is realizing that in over a year you have had 5 cycles... are you kidding me? i look at other ppls ff and see any where from 12-15 cycles in a year, and im struggling to not be upset.

i also hate the way the drs work around here, obviously something is wrong with me, this is not NORMAL please i always tell them whats going on, and nothing just hurry up and wait take met for a few months and we will go from there, i mean yes we have to rule things out and what not but when i have been charting and such and no cycles, fix this, all my hormones cant be "normal" and not have cycles, wtf

Its frustrating, and im sure my TTC Sistas are SICK of hearing me talk about it, but 5 cycles in 1 year has really brought me down lately, i am currently CD 32 and NO pos opk at all :S

I dont know how or who to vent to anymore, i dont know what i can change, i have changed lots and no avail, i recently bought this book

http://makingbabiesprogram.com/ and i have learnt that i am apparently tired and dry... i thought i was water logged, maybe i will re do the test now, i hope theres some info in there that i dont kow and get these damn ovaries working S: