Now i wait for a obgyn

Now i am apparently getting reffered to a OBGYN... 2 hrs away to boot :S not impressed, i so wanted to try clomimd this cycle... why cant they just give it to me, its been 15 months with no ovulation and still nothing, they wont give it to me...

Please, i cant cry out anymore... I want to try femara or clomid... is there a way to safely get these medications with out a prescription WHY!!!